When i said i didnt need love.My heart was stolen by LOVE.
When i said i didnt need love.Then i was punished to see my love dying front of my eyes.
When i said it's not fair.Then said "so what's fair in this world?"
Might be , u deserved in the role u played.Dont u know the world is the big stage and everyone's their parts?
Looking mysf in those broken mirrors,my soul's torn.Baby,im torn.

I paint my nail in red.It helps me out of sorrow for a while
I listen to a song a bit , it helps me not to think about this crazy world
I watch a comedy, it helps me laugh out of blues
I read manga, it helps me believe there's love in this world
I walk to know there'r streets
I breathe to know there's air
I cry to know tears really exist
And i know ...U

It's not a film.But happened like a film.When i see their pictures,i cant believe in my eyes this girl last year with me climbed the trees,picked apples and plums,wandered around...Time goes by.Everything's changed.
I cant' explain these feelings i have right now.Seeing U in the picture with husband-to-be - It's something incredible! U look like a princess in that wedding dress..unbelievable ....
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY :D

Dokomademo tsudzuku michi ni wa
Ironna koto arunda ne
Tsuyogari na kimi ga kyou wa
Juwaki koshi ni namida koe

Donna yume,
Oikakete kokomade kitan darou
Wakara na kunattari suru koto wa,
Boku ni datte aru kara nee, baby

Kimi ga namida no toki ni wa
Boku ga soba ni iru kara
Hanareba nare no yoru datte
Boku wa soba ni iru kara

Itsuka mita sora ni wa
Ima mo aru no ka naa,
Bokura ga miteita yume, omoidashite
Boku wa soba ni iru kara

Translation:
BY UR SIDE

In a path that leads everywhere
there are lots of things right?
now you bragger are making a tearfull voice
i can hear through the phone handle

Chasing dreams
you`ve gotten up to here
the things you came to forget
are inside me, baby

When you cry, it's ok because
i'm besides you
the nights we are separated, it's ok because
i'll also be by your side

The sky we saw once
will it still be here?
i remember the dream we saw

Could it be that the non-stop rain
is washing the sky?
i know the things you
haven't yet surrender to, baby

Because i'll be by your side


PS: KORE WA SUGOI SONGU DESH.

Im lossing my mind
Im no where
Tears never stop
They'r fallin' from my soul
Never stop

Im human,yes,im proud cuz i am human.And i made,have made mistakes like billion ppls in this world.But im strong to face it,to know it and get lesson from it.Im used to say mysf like that.
I have made mistake,still now i havent known the reason.And the consequence is im now - nearly loosin my friend - the one i love so much.Words r like sword cuts me deeply.But this time i wont cry.Only one thing - Be strong myself!Be strong ........

I once had love
How could i try
But i couldnt find
The reason why
I had given u all my heart
But some1's torn it apart
And taken all that i have
I wish u were here
Helping dry my tears that i've cried
But i know....
The 1st cut is the deepest
Love is blind and have no try
When it comes to being lucky
It's cursed
When it comes to loving me
It's worst

I once met a boy,or i should say he once met me
He showed me his room.
Isnt it good?Norwegian wood
He asked me stay and he told me to sit anywhere
So I looked around and i noticed there wasn't a chair
So i sat on rug
Biding my time,drinking his wine
We talked until 2
And then he said,"It's time for bed"
He told me,he worked in the morning
And started to laugh
I told him i didn't
And crawled up to sleep in the bath
And when i awoke,i was alone
He had gone
So I lit a fire
Isnt it good? Norwegan wood!

It's 12pm.Im sittin with computer.Everybody's sleepin.From the streets the sounds of late trams come to the room..and suddenly i wanna go ...HOME.Another summer day has come and gone away.Around me million ppl but why i feel all alone.I miss you,u know.Maybe u keep all the sms i wrote to u.My words are cold and flat just "Im fine baby how are you?".I know u deserve more than that,i know.Another aeroplane,another train station..im lucky i know.But i wanna go..HOME.Sometime i feel im living some else's life.I stept out and i felt alright.This moment i thouht of u,imaged i were with u,we were laughin in that Indian summer day....But the fact wakes me up and now i now why u couldnt come along with me.I wanna go HOME ...let me go home.I'll be alright.Im coming back home.

It's been 2 years since i left home.In this 2 years everything has changed so fast that i cant believe in my eyes.Most of my friends now are going to work,some of them are working even get married.But 2 yrs ago,all of us were in high school,lived in pink.We were the same in uniform wit innocent smiles.Now,we are changin'..not only apperences but also inside - We are growing up.If in the past we used to talk bout all our idols,now we talk bout money and how to earn them.In the past we used to long for the newest trend of fashion,now we choose wat comfortable to wear.Many things has changed since we grew up.When we look back,everything becomes memories...The pilgrim's just begun...

i ALWAYS HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AT THE SAME TIME AND DONT KNOW HOW TO WRITE IT DOWN.SO I KEEP'EM IN MY MIND.IM PRETTY QUIET GIRL,IIT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT WANNA TALK TO OTHER PPL.SIMPLY I DONT WANNA BE A TALKTIVE OR CHATTERBOX.
SOMETIMES I FEEL IM A CRAZY FOOLISH GIRL.IT'S SAID THAT MOST OF MY THOUGHTS WERE IN THAT KINDA ABNORMAL OR STH LIKE THATIS.BUT I DONT CARE.
WHEN I DONT WANNA DO STH SB ASKS ME.I OFTEN MAKE IT MORE COMPLICATED..
WHEN I WANNA DESCRIBE WHAT I WANT,I NEVER GET IT IN THE RIGHT WAY.
IM ALWAYS AFRAID OF DOIN STH WHICH I HAVE NVER DONE BFORE,MAYB IT'S JUST SIMPLY GO TO THE SHOP:)
I LIKE TO DREAM BOUT THE OTHER LIFE,OFTEN MAKE THE MAKE QUESTION " WHY"
I HAVE LOVE BUT IT'S ONESIDE
IN THE MORNIN I FIND MYSELF IN THE OTHER LAND OF SUN
IM GIRL IN THE OCEAN,WALKIN WIT MY MARY JANE'S SHOES
I CAN ESCAPE FROM BLUES AND SORROW
MY WORLD SEEMS TO BE A LITTLE BIT BRIGHTER AND BRIGHTER,LIGHTER AND LIGHTER
SO LIGHT THAT I CAN DREAM I WERE AN LITTLE OWL
FLYIN AT NIGHT,TRAVELLIN WHOLE WORLD WITHOUT VISA
ALL DREAMS GO TO AND END WHEN THE SUN RISES
I WAKE UP,REALIZE IM IN MY BED
WEARIN MY MARY JANE'S SHOES.

Soon we'll have exams and r8 now ev'body's in hurry to write all stupid tests.Im one of those crazy ppl...Stress's welcome cuz gotta do a lot of thing...

THERE WAS A MAN CAME ON A WHITE ELEPHANT.HE TOLD ME THERE WAS A NEW LAND,WHERE MANY THINGS I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE.THERE WAS A MAN CAME FROM A BIG BOAT WITH A MONKEY,WHICH CAN SPEAK IN HUMAN'S LANGUAGE.IT TOLD ME ABOUT THE LAND,WHERE ALL MY DREAMS WILL COME TRUE.THERE WAS A KNIGHT ON HORSE,WITH HIM ALONG A CLOWN.HE MADE FUN AND TOLD ME THERE WAS AN TREASURE ISLAND,WHERE THERE WAS MANY GOLD.THERE WAS A GIRL,SHE CAME WITH A BIG MIRROR.SHE TOLD ME THERE WAS A LAND,WHERE U CAN BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD.....BUT THERE WAS NOBODY TOLD ME THE LAND WHERE I CAN FIND THE SO CALLED " L.O.VE ". I FOUND MYSELF B.L.A.N.K AMONG .............

Well,this time im often online.So im very happy to see there'r so many new members from Vietnam.Easy to see,there'r some just signed in for fun,but some are really serious.And the good thing is there's a connection between members which i didnt see it before.Infact,i was impressed by most of new TIGBLOG.
Tomorrow im coming back to Moscow.My summer holiday was spent in Minks..i cant sleep,so deciceded to write sth and shortly after i've read all these words.I believe the 8x generation'll do well :)

It seems to be a simple question but it has many answers.How does ur day pass?Yes,u wake up at 7am,8am,9am or even 11pm...it depens on your schedule and at that moment u think u can handle time in ur hand.What do you do then?Have breakfast,drink a cup of tea,or just eat hastly a bar of bread.Then u run out to the street and be sure 5 min. later u are sittin' in the bus or findin' urself hustle in the midsn of press.Ok,it'll take you at least 10 til 20 or even 1hr. to go to school.U arrive,say "hi" to sb u know or u dont(they only smile on u then u gotta nood ur head, or simply give'em a smile)...Attend the class,say hi to classmates even dont' care they'll take attention or not.Start to talk to ur friend,suddendly u shut ur mounth cuz the teacher's already come in.The lesson begins..as usual ..some will listen very attentively,some will listen to music,read comics and the most popular thing is - SEND SMS with ur S/O thru Mobile ( image..how was life in the time mobile wasnt' born???).For somebody, it could be disaster...Well,all ur classmates will spend 2/3 time at school.At the last period,all students (even the most studious one) will count down the time....23 sec....10sec..5..sec..and RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG.The bell rings to inform lessons'r over.U gather all books,pens and other things so quickly that when teacher turns his head,there are no students in the class!In the corridor,U shout,U run,U cry,U date,U discuss,U yawn ar each other.After, u step into the bus,being droven home...but u'll wink ur eyes at sb,or are taken home in luxurious car,which belongs to ur bf,or simply go home alone.U arrive home,nobody's at home,make ur self a big humbeger or u've bought a BIGMAC in time.Turn on TV,watch some stupid chanels,find urself really exhausted of wactching bad news everyday:Crisis in Middle East,Flood in China,AIDS in Africa...and so on.The door opens,ur parents come home from work,ur little bro. or sis. rushes into the room,cry out loud that he/she is starved.Ur mum rushes into the kitchen,u go along with her.Ur dad will sit on the sofa,watch news..and ur bro/sis will play with toys or just wanna make sth in trouble.The high voice of ur mum at this time works pretty well,because she want ur bro./sis. shut up,take a bath and stop making trouble.U stand beside ur mum,try to help her to cook,and at the same time give ur bro./sis. angry glance.U feel in ut head a big TNT's gonna blow up!At last,Dinner's prepared.Ur family has dinner..look at ur bro./sis. sulk face,for some reasons,he/she prefers candies to macaroni.Finish diner,u wash the dishes,then as fast as possible..u sneak into ur room,take a bath...lie in the bed in the darkness,think 'bout what you gonna do 2morrow.Get up,study.Chat with ur friends on internet,play games,read books.....til u dont have enuff strength to forse the slepping's come.U go to bed,put hadfone in ur ears...let the rythm takes u into sweetdream(or even nightamare)...At 7am,8am,9am...or 11pm..U wake up....And a new day begins.And how the next day will be? IT DEPENDS ON YOU :D